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this is not your hate, it is mine
and i close my eyes, consumed.
you will find me asleep, sinless,
blistered fingers grasping,
wallowing in innocence and
ripping whispers from your skin.
you will find me, something
so ancient and lost, bleeding
where they can't see.
sometimes i am terrified of
you and your makeshift
antlers, your big city dreams.
sometimes i wake up and i am
not afraid of anything. sometimes
i forget and remember and
forget again but none of that
really matters because
i will always have your steel-
stomached sunshine. i will always
have your dust-filled solar flares,
your whispers nestled between my
shoulder blades, your bones in my
teeth. i close my eyes and breathe you in.
i have hate. i have hate and fears
and constellations on my palms
but none of that matters because
i only want to make you smile.
and i close my eyes, consumed.
you will find me asleep, sinless,
blistered fingers grasping,
wallowing in innocence and
ripping whispers from your skin.
you will find me, something
so ancient and lost, bleeding
where they can't see.
sometimes i am terrified of
you and your makeshift
antlers, your big city dreams.
sometimes i wake up and i am
not afraid of anything. sometimes
i forget and remember and
forget again but none of that
really matters because
i will always have your steel-
stomached sunshine. i will always
have your dust-filled solar flares,
your whispers nestled between my
shoulder blades, your bones in my
teeth. i close my eyes and breathe you in.
i have hate. i have hate and fears
and constellations on my palms
but none of that matters because
i only want to make you smile.
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compulsive liar.
once i asked you your favourite
colour, and you said, "the brown
of your eyes," so i put in one green
contact and told everyone that i
came out of the womb as a factory
defect, half-priced, damaged goods.
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sometimes i am from canada and
sometimes i am from england and
sometimes i am from spain.
i've carefully tempered my accents
and plotted out my stories with
yellow and purple coloured pencils
on index cards. my origin changes
like the seasons.
"why do you lie to everyone?" you
ask.
"why not?" i reply.
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i wear nametags that read "alicia"
and "liana" and "samantha," because
i want to know how it feels to be
someon
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because rain is meant for...
if living were a shirt,
you'd be size large
and i would be an
extra-small,
strangled by my own
attire,
because i spend my time
walking downtown
feeling smaller
and smaller
every
day.
if ever i had
the chance to hear
ten thousand abbey-monks
singing in perfect harmony,
i would still be stubborn enough
to say you
are more divine.
you are the start,
the in-between,
and the ever-after
of the most destructive
and beautiful storms
to grace the surface of my world;
every time you walk away
you leave behind
everything, everything,
all the evidence
that it will surely
rain again.
but i do not deserve
to dance in such
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dont write under the influence
Dr. Asclepius called me;
he told me i'm bipolar
(i still say it's luxuria)
My prescription?
Fucking medicine.
Take two pills:
Doctor's Orders
(as if anyone actually
obeys those, anyway)
Take another pill.
One for each time
you looked at me,
then two more if
i had looked back.
i'll take one more for that time you
branded fake
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i do not know what this is but it is all yes and beautiful.